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Leelee Sobieski is the first to admit she can be a pain in the you-know-what. Like the girl warrior she played in the popular CBS miniseries Joan of Arc, this 17-year-old actress isn't afraid to speak her mind. "I have a lot of self-confidence," reveals Leelee. "Maybe too much." And while her "I rock" attitude probably explains her quick rise from minor TV appearances to memorable stints in big-time features like Jungle2Jungle, Never Been Kissed, Eyes Wide Shut and her next flick Here on Earth, this self-assurance hasn't always proven successful in her personal life.

"Like any teenager, I can be obnoxious," she exclaims before diving into a plate of macaroni and chess at a swank L.A. cafe. "Sometimes my parents are like, 'Is this Leelee being a pain-in-the-ass actress or a pain-in-the-ass teenager?' Usually it's the latter."

Overlook her self-professed brattiness and it's easy to see that Leelee has a knowing when to take chances. When she was 11 years old, she was discovered by a casting agent in her unglamorous school cafeteria. Her first acting attempts, she now says, were "really, really bad." But the craft hooked her, like a new game she had to conquer.

"It was like someone said, 'You can play poker with us,'" she recalls. "But I didn't know the rules, so I lost." Not for long. She took acting lessons and, within months, landed a role in the made-for-TV movie Reunion with Marlo Thomas. These days, she says: "Sometimes I win and sometimes I lose, but I don't care because I like the adrenaline rush."

The daughter of an American writer and a French artist, Liliane Rudabet Gloria Elsveta Sobieski attributes her quick wit and poise to growing up on New York's Upper West Side and to her father's "sick French" humor. Yet despite her successes, Leelee says she's never been one of the popular kids. "I don't go to the right parties or smoke pot," she explains. Like many of the characters she plays, Leelee always seems to winds up somewhere way left of center. She loves fast cars but is afraid to get a driver's license because people, herself included, drive "way too fast." She took trigonometry again over the summer because: "I'd rather learn something really well than just get by and wing it." And though she loves Mariliyn Manson ("His music is scary stuff, but don't blame him!"), she also listens to plenty of Marilyn Monroe's music.

  "Not fitting in is fine with me," says Leelee. "To be popular these days you have to act mean and aggressive. There's a lot of pressure (in high school). We're all just trying to find ourselves, and when people tell you that you're pathetic and stupid, it hurts. Kids don't realize how mean it is to dis someone. Now that kids have guns it's gone to another level."

It's probably no wonder then that Leelee's colliding worlds botfriends aren't easy to find. Belive it or not, sometimes it comes down to her 5-foot-9-inch height. "Boys say, 'I'd go out with you were'nt so tall.' They feel intimidated. And i'm like, 'What makes you think i'd go out with you if I were shorter?'" What is she looking for? "Intelligence is important, and he has to be funny. And he must be creative--I need a bit of culture."

On her finger, she twists a big silver heart-shaped ring with an X on it. "That's what this ring signifies: that it's high time I have a boyfriend."

As she says this, a wide-eyed 7-year-old named Sophie approaches with a diary. "Were you in Never Been Kissed?" she asks shyly. As the girl walks off with her autographed book, the never-popular Leelee, who happily played a no-boyfriend supergeek in the Drew Barrymore film, looks up and smiles. Perhaps being different isn't such a bad thing after all.